A Little Lost ((hugs))

Your post made me want to hug myself as I thought back to when my dad walked right out of my life. I was 10. I did not deserve that. I did not cause that. The pain from that didn't just manifest as pain. It continued to ravage me my whole life because I lacked the ability to attach to a man ever since. I didn't know what men were for. I didn't know who they were as my mom did not remarry. I could not learn any of this as I continued to grow up. I don't have any words of wisdom for you as I am also feeling my pain. I am human.