I have been struggling with wanting to move out of state or stay. I am trying to decide if I want to move to get away from the snow or if I want to move to get away from feeling. No matter how many times I think I have the answer I realize I really don't. It might not sound too important but right now it is weighing heavily on my mind. I can't really talk to anyone about it. Only one person knows who I fell in love with and she is not around. And even if she was I am not certain she could help. Right now I am just very sad. I need to move on but it still hurts. I don't know what to do with the hurt. How long is it supposed to hurt.