Hello.
Currently trying to survive the damage due to having a relationship with a man who is clinically diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder, and sex addiction. We are no longer together, but there was alot of emotional abuse done in the 6 years that we were.
I suffer from depression/anxiety disorder as it is, and with current events it has really taken a toll on me. Plus,
I am best described as an emotional rollercoaster on a daily basis, only without the crying outbursts. I cant muster a tear anymore; I mostly go straight to cold, silent rage. If only I could find a healthy way of decompression to release the anger and pain! I'm not one to be violent, and I know that "hate" is a strong word, but I absolutely hate the man. And beyond disgusted.
Sorry to rant. It's been a hard few weeks and I'm not doing well.