with me I didnt have any alters that denied the DID. in my alters minds to deny the disorder would have been denying their own existence. menaing if rainy denied having DID she would be denying that she herself existed, that she was not there at all. with me it was actually the other way around I (amanda the body person diagnosed with DID) was the one that was trying to deny having DID during my very short denial phase. my alters knew who they were, what their jobs, purposes and reasons for being was so to deny having DID would be denying their own existence in their minds.