Anyone shows their T their SI? Do you show them while they are fresh or only scars?

With my old T she would ask if I have done anything and if I did she would ask to see if they were in a place where she could (arms) and I would let her see them.

My new T doesn't know that I relapsed but I'm pretty sure she will know this session today, but I don't know if I want her to see them because...

They've gotten worse and I don't want to stop