today has been ok. feeling kind of lonely and isolated. 3 yo had to bring in eggs filled with candy to preschool and yesterday i got them ready. i just bought the little eggs and filled each with one Hersheys kiss. well when we got home with the eggs she got they were huge and had all this stuff in each one. sometimes i feel like i can't compete with the other parents and don't want to try. all i think is wow, what did they spend on that? when i was in high school people said oh, in college you'll make friends. then when i was in my 20s people said when you have kids, you'll make friends with other moms. i'm still waiting. i don't think it's in the cards for me.