Omg thanks you guys for replying to me. It actually means a lot more than I thought it would. Thank you. Lately I've been waking up sadder and sadder.
I'm not totally against meds or anything, I guess I'm just personally scared of the idea. I was put on lithium when I was 19-20 and I found out I was allergic to it. Cymbalta also and as it did make me feel better, I HATED the fact I had to keep upping the dosage for it to continue working. I feel like if I were to take anything I'd need to address my anxiety. I feel like my anxiety is the root of all evil lately. Anyways, I'm probably just talking too much now. Thank you guys so much for your kind words.