I wish you could read my mind about why I am hesitant to say yes to the extra sessions. I wish I could articulate why... I wish I could bring myself to call you and take you up on that offer late... but I might get more attached. I might ask for more than I deserve. I might get super annoying, and you would hate me.
(and I might slip and say something I don't want to)...
and... I... um... I dunno.
Can you just know this is all defenses, walls, and safety measures?
just want to fold into myself and disappear...