{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BE}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}- i understand completely how you're feeling. i filed for SSDI in Sept. of 2004. i was finally approved by a judge in March of this year, and i'm still waiting to get any money. i can't tell you how many times i was ready to give up and go and try to find a job i could do because of money issues. I will keep you in my thoughts.