I am addicted to a supplement called PEA. It used to be illegal. It's a hormone that stimulates dopamine and causes a rapid release of dopamine. It doesn't work with all people, but for me, it makes me high as hell. I ordered 4 more bottles and its what I take all day before I start puking and coughing. It's an over the counter prescription but if with some people it causes an intense high, especially if taken with an MAOI. I am high on it right now as a matter of fact. It's so intense I grit my teeth and can't even get out of bed. I'm afraid it's causing mania and I'm really not sure what to do. I told my psychiaitrist and she is going to research it, but when I am very suicidal, as I have been lately, it totally kills the suicidal thoughts and makes me want to go to college lol.