Not used it myself, but I have used other drugs to get away from the feeling is depression.

It's not a long term solution. You can paper up cracks but they'll still be there underneath it all.

It's hard to give up something that can make us feel anything, I can't deny it. Think about the long term effects though and the damage you're doing.

I've not been able to completely cut out my own drug use, but I'm doing better since I was encouraged to speak to my psychiatrist about it. Don't hold back either and show your Pdoc your post if you feel you can't speak about it comfortably.

Good luck.