I was diagnosed as being bipolar. I am not sure if this is true or not, but my dr is supposed to be "one of the best" so for now I'll take his word for it. Question: Whenever I am depressed, I want to kill myself. Whenever I am happy, I want to kill other people. Anyone else get this? I am better at talking myself out of suicide because, deep down, I'm not really the self destructive type.