I have only been hospitalized once for suicidal thoughts not self harm and the cuts I do are not bad. I was willing to show her if she asked but now not so much. She may think that it is bad seeing how she reacted....

Her biggest concern was that she doesn't want me to slip back to the point of hospitalization. But she still didn't talk to me to really know where I'm standing. I strongly feel she is reacting a bit too strong for me.