I want to tell you I know its not easy. Far from it. 2006 was a downright CRAPPY year for lots of people including me. I am beginning to cry even thinking about it. My best friends uncle died.(he was her guardian and like a second dad to me) one of my other friends girlfriends died also of heart failure, my dog died, my sister had a miscarriage and lost a baby, my soul mate broke up with me. just everything. it was horrible, and thats an understatement. Lets hope we can all make a new beginning, and that things will get better. I really hope that you feel better soon!!just remember we are here for you at pc if you ever need us!! im sorry that your going through this.