Okay, I totally understand your not wanting to discuss it. I hope you have a correct diagnosis now and that it can be cured. I went 20 years before getting a correct diagnosis for a skin condition that I had, which although I doubt was as bad as yours, was embarrassing and frustrating for me.

I have some chronic autoimmune problems that I take meds for, too, so I know how much medical conditions can negatively affect your efforts to improve your mental health.