*hugs* That is a really tough position to be in and hard to hold on to for such a long time. Is there anyway that you think that she won't tell? I have a feeling that the supervisor will likely advise her against telling without having seen the degree of the scars, but you never know. Is there anyway that you could discuss this with your mother? Would she be receptive to listening? Also, do you think that you are unraveling? Would contacting your mom actually be a good thing? I hope she decides to try talking to you before contacting her. How long have you been seeing her and how well does she know you?