I know it is hard. Try thinking of it like this: is one or two weeks worth a lifetime? Answer yes. In other words, if that hospital can save you from ending a lifetime, go in. Yes, it may cause some inconvenience to go in, but think of the pain it would be for everyone who knows you to loose you forever. On the other hand, if you think with great certainty that you can pull out of this on your own, just make sure you have some support in the meantime (husband, therapist, crisis hotline/chat, etc.) Hang in there. I know it does not feel like it right now, but it will get better. Somewhere deep down you know that as well because that's the nature of bipolar.

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