{{{{{{Carrie}}}}}}}}}}}}
I overdosed last Tues. Right now I am in the psych ward at the hospital. They have held a hearing and I am hoping to be released tomorrow. I gather I took over 80 pills and somehow made my way into my Ts office and then collapsed when he came out.
I stopped breathing and they had to resusiciate(sp) me. I'm in such a bad place at the moment. They stopped all my meds and tomorrow I have a meeting with my psychiatrist and the board of doctors here for an action plan plus I am on a 90 day probation.
I have a list of things that I can't do or else I am picked up and brought back here. Course I am sure that my T will use this as an excuse to abandon me again - I "disrupted" his waiting room again. [sigh]
Please say some prayers for me. Thanks.
Mary Alice
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