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Originally Posted by sidestepper
My thighs, stomach and arms are scared with hundreds of my early coping methods. I would now be so grateful if someone back then had taught me better coping methods back then. No one could have though becouse no one knew until they were serious enough to require medical attention, by then the little SI no longer worked. It's like drugs at first a little works, then you need more and more to get the same benefit.
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I'm very sorry that that happened.
I have been doing it for a long time now as well, and I know a lot of different coping methods I could do instead that my old T told me about, but those don't work exactly like SIing does. I don't know how to explain it but I just don't care to stop at this moment. I also love my scars and one of my triggers is when my scars are fading. You are right that the little cuts don't work anymore and it is like a drug.
Thank you very much for sharing
I hope you are doing better now...?
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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