Hi, weathegeek1331, welcome to PsychCentral (PC). It sounds to me like a product of your anxiety, especially now that you can see there are no holes. Are you seeing a professional for support or in any support groups for your parent's divorce, etc.? I would work on the anxiety and giving yourself space to be comfortable in so you don't run out of options and have to imagine holes in shirts (much smaller/easier/less "important" a problem than dealing with losing family members or parents divorcing!). In other words, I think it is just a symptom of your anxiety (a kind of waking nightmares) but I'm not a professional. I'd go talk to my doctor or someone about what they think/suggest.