I sometimes wonder if I still have a "worthwhile" purpose in life. I sure don't feel it at times - so much pain and so "cut off" from things I'd love to be doing if I didn't have this horrible depression, anxiety (and allergies )

I take some positive steps and I hit another unforgiving brick wall. Grrrrr!

Sometimes it feels like there are unforgiving walls all around me... I know there is light, just so sick of the scary crap in my life, which is very real

wondering, can anyone relate to any of this (am I a "freak" )

No, I'm a bear



Grrrrrrr