Well a lot has changed just wanted to share! I finally got approved for medicaid yay I am now taking my first dosage of Carbamazepine 200MG tabs will end up being 800MG total 4 tabs a day which is on the $8.00 Walgreens list so awesome

I was going to get depakoat again but I saw the psychiatrist (who was so helpful, she is great) before I found out I was approved for health care and it was $114.00 which is not affordable for me but I'm willing to try the new stuff it's the same type of drug as depakoat so that's relieving, the only side affect that is bothersome so far is drowsiness.
I hope everyone is doing well and if not hang in there!
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I have BPD or Autism or both, we may never know, the focus is always the symptoms, not the diagnosis