congrats! i havent played in this world for a long time but from everything i gain from your post, it signals enlightenment. the lotus stands for enlightenment itself. the being obviously represents yourself, your spirit, thus it is generic, but following along with you would indicate it is you. then you split open at the crown chakra, your connection with the devine, and fill with light. so i think you have transcended your human consciousness and discovered the spiritual being that you truely are. great job.