Hello I've joined while you were away I know how you feel well sort of I lost 3 cousins to herion and my sister came very close I agree with 8888and8888 inpatient is a really great place I haven't been to the one you mentioned I was in Hall Mercer in Philadelphia but it's like a recoup where nice people take care of you and help you get back on your feet. When I got out the world looked different they fixed me up with medication and they really are there to help in my opinion you have nothing to loss by going. Do you have a psychotherapist or psychatrist? That is also a good place to talk about the things that are really hard to deal with <3