I can go there. I have heard of it. What is it like. Are the rooms singles.
I have a psychiatrist that does therapy.
I think I should go, not because I am overly suicidal. It is just that my self care is in the dumps. I shower once a week. I stay in my Pajamas. I go from the bed to a chair. I have lost interest in everything.
Along with my normal cycling, I have been hit pretty hard with life events.
Some I haven't even mentioned yet.

I sit and think all day how to break this circle I am in.I just don't know.
In my heart of hearts, there is a person I see. She is me. She is healthy and vibrant, passionate. She has friends and is doing worthwhile things.

I am so so far from her. She fades in and out. There would be so much to do to be her. The alternative is to continue to be this lump of flesh, taking in air, taking up space but that is all.
If weren't for my husband I would not eat or have clean clothes.