It's not pathetic to still love her. It's not been that long and this was someone with whom you built trust. Our emotions don't just stop being just because they don't fit the facts or when someone does something to hurt us. That's why it takes time to heal. So be compassionate to yourself and be kind. It is what it is and you're taking steps to move forward.
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“It's a funny thing... but people mostly have it backward. They think they live by what they want. But really, what guides them is what they're afraid of.” ― Khaled Hosseini, And the Mountains Echoed
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