I have never known anyone on tv or irl or online including myself (especially myself) who has held up and pushed thru these first two weeks without being a catatonic, substance-abusing, oversleeping, overphoning crabby butt mess, but was actually present, active, articulate and responsive to stimuli! I'm just effin amazed. Its like the storyline just doesnt exist and you made it up as you went along and its unfolding in front of our eyes. Youre an inspiration.

now i'll get back to my chores!