Hi Fuzzy, you're not a freak, I'm sure lots of people are going to relate to the way you're feeling
Besides I know you wouldn't be calling anyone a freak anyway........no such thing, right??!!
And you know, you're always going to be a worthwhile person to us, however hard it is.......maybe your worthwhile purpose is to be the amazing person you are???
And hopefully at some point you can be that amazing person you are without the depression. Just keep trying with those positive steps, hey?? Each and every one counts no matter where they land. You do deserve better and we're with you on the road

Alison