Today was kind of alright. Not good, but not as bad as usual. But late afternoon is went bad. My brother is an ***. I don't know why he started to hate me and why he still dislike me so much. I hate him. I can't forget his bullying. It a big part of why I hate myself so much. I can't trust my parents. They say one thing, but behind my back... Think I won't find out. I'm not stupid.



I feel so lonely.