Scarlet,
I've been thinking about how I care about you and admire you for real and also how, given who I am, what's being posted here, your's and other's posts, is a foreign country to me. I want to stay supportive to you and I think the best way for me to do this right now is to stick with giving you hugs and sending caring your way, but to not try to do more than that, simply because, like I said, what's actually happening is foreign to me. You wrote about an ex boyfriend who had Asperger's and how that didn't mesh so well with your needs. I have been diagnosed with that. While I don't think that diagnosis was accurate and my T agrees with me, we both agree that I'm probably somewhere on the mild end of the Autistic Spectrum.

This isn't about putting myself down. When I communicate with you I'm pulling from my insides the most honest and truest parts that are there and I feel you're doing the same and I value this all and you a lot. And I can't let myself think about the fact that other people read my posts but so be it.

Just to say that it's time to change the way I connect with you but I'm still here and I still care.

Rags