I left my beloved job because it couldn't give me a future. Now I have this decent, boring job. Just one day and I want to die. I miss my ex boss, colleagues, the excitement and (almost) everything. They wrote me today "good luck sweetie" with a pic of us. It broke my heart. I cried all night. You have no idea how lost I feel. I threw up all the time. I don't know how to do, how to work, I'm the new one once again. Please see how I've been feeling. Please be kind with me. I'm not a spoiled brat. I'm a desperate person who is having a job/life crisis while dealing with csa and a crisis in my relationship already. Maybe it's me, but I don't know.. I just can't take it all at once. Please.