Hi T,
IDK what to do with this depression. I feel so horrible inside. I know that there's nothing more you can do. I'm hurting so badly.

Hi PDoc,
I know that you have my best interest at heart. The SSRIs keep making me physically ill. It gets to where I can't even walk from one end of the house to the other without getting shortness of breath and muscle burning. I had to cut back to a lower dose.

To Both of You: It feels like I'm not going to get any better. I want to call you, but I won't.