Thanks for your reply. I do t have panic attacks. Just constant depression and almost constant worry and anxiety. It is so frustrating and though I try to remain hopeful I often feel like I just can't do it anymore. I have a wonderful and patient husband and 3 loving caring young adult children and have to keep trying for their sake as well as mine. But it often feels like more than I can handle. Feeling terrible almost everyday is more than anyone of us should have to spend our lives. Losing hope