I'm not sure what's going on... Will try to put pertinent info together on here... I have several psychiatric diagnosis of which include: ocd, ptsd, bpd, schizoaffective disorder, and panic. I'm on some meds for these.
I was invited to a party last night... so I accepted the offer and went to this house party. I was doing fine just drinking and was drinking responsibly. Then there's bowls be passed around and I smoked probly 5 times that I remember last nigght. Then next thing I know this plate with an amount of cocaine comes out. In short I did half a line everything just got really crazy as I was intoxicated. I did drink some water. So no hungover thing... took my meds when I got home at 3:30 this morning anyway, I was wondeiring if anyone sees this as a problem. I don't think so, but I've been told I have alcohol dependence not officially though but by some clinicians. Saw my therapist and case manager this morning my therapist kind of thought it wasn't a good idea bc it's addictive. My casemanager said even that small amount could have killed me bc the way coke interacts with ur natural chemicals and stuff.... The only reason I worry about this is probly the legality issue and don't want to end up in jail. I'm wondeirng is this something I should just watch or go to the hospital or something? Advice, questions or whatever are welcome and appreciated. Thanks