Because if it is over diagnosed that would be fantastic!!!! Maybe I don't really have it then!

(I mean, it's not great that it's over diagnosed... but I don't want to have it, so if it is, and I don't have it and stuff, that would be great. It would make my life. Seriously. I'd be so happy. No more antipsychotic. No more inpatient stays. No more hallucinations or annoying racing thoughts or delusions and ****.)

But if it is overdiagnosed... what do all these people have instead?

I don't think I'm a unipolar. I have serious anxiety. Maybe ALL of my symptoms really are just anxiety! I'm going in on monday to see a new psychiatrist and get another opinion. Seriously, if she says she thinks I don't have it and just have some ultra scary anxiety disorder I'd be so happy. Just thinking about it is making me happy. I'm so happy right now I want to kiss a plant or something. Know that doesn't make any sense at all, but whatever.

Yippee!!!!