As everyone knows fathers day is coming up..... they talk about it on the radio and tv...... ive never had a father ... its never bothered me before that my father was never around or that i never even met him until last year...... my t brought it up and it made me want to know who he was for some reason,..... even growing up i never really wanted to know or ask questions...... i mean yeah in the back of my mind it was there but it didnt seem that important for me to know.... well the end of last year i finally asked my mom and it took alot to get her to tell me who he was.. then i find out and im truely disappointed..... im just so angry at my "father" and theres nothing i can do about it cause hes dead..... i dont know why im posting this... sorry im just ranting again......