Scarlet,

First, I agree 100% with Gullioche. You are an amazing person.

Second, I agree with Kraken. A lot of therapists don't respond to clients unless they either ask a question that requires an answer or specifically asks for a response. She might have read what you wrote as a request to please be honest, thought "Yes, I can do that. We can definitely discuss it Thursday", and filed it away. You and your T are in the early stages of getting to know each other and this is an area where the policies need to be made explicit, including you explaining to her how you react when you don't get a response, and how you react to various kinds of responses, so she is aware and can take that into account, which for her might involve explaining her thought process, DBT skills, something else, or some combination.

Anyway, you don't have to wait long now, Thursday I here! Good luck today.

(((hugs))) ~~~~~~ocean waves^^^^^hills in the background