Hello Everyone:

I just wanted to say that I went to a large support group in person and I felt so extremely unsupported after the support group. While I was at the support group, I poured out my emotions but after the support group I had no one who came up to me in person and wanted to talk to me more or help me out. It made me feel so worthless and hopeless. I feel like I have to go to a lot of support groups just to recover from that support group. It seems so crazy. My life seems so crazy. I am such extremely intense emotions but I am so far from getting the help that I need. I have so much rage over not getting the help that I need. It would be so nice if someone at the end of the support group came up to me and took a sincere interest in me but did not judge me or tell me what to do. It is extremely difficult for me to go up to someone and try to get help. Why can't people(especially women) come up to me, without me going up to them and almost begging for help? Maybe I don't deserve help. I can understand why some people don't want to live.