Sad I can't tell my husband anymore about my episodes or mood swings or depression he isn't on my side anymore he isn't my friend anymore and he's just waiting for me to have an episode or depression so he can record me again and have some proof so if he has to take My son away he will say I'm an unfit parent that is his plan I found text messages and a lawyer suggested by his mom.. So yea I don't have my husband anymore to talk to or tell when in feeling down bc he wants me to mess up and not be functional so he can have full custody of our son it makes me so mad bc I take care of him everyday! I do everything and I just got a part time job he wants our son in daycare what good is that gonna do putting him in daycare while he works long hours and comes home late anyways had to vent I have my friends and family support but I'm kinds pissed off that my husband and my in laws are so against me bc I'm bipolar pissed me off and his mom and dad just want my son back in their lonely town bc there is nothing so they will tell my husband anythjng and my husband lies to them and vents to them about me. I read the text messages I just wish he wasn't agaisnt me and supoorted me and didn't make things worse when I am manic or depressed.. He doesn't get it.. So I'm trying not to show a bit of weakness or tell my husband bc that's just ammunition he will use in court to take my son away.. That's evil if you ask me.. I'm doing the best I can... I love my son more than anything it's not my fault I have bipolar and stuff but I would never ever hurt my son..