I haven't talked to her since she suggested the Zyprexa and Lithium which was only a week ago. But I have made it explicitly clear what I am feeling and have been experiencing, and this is the approach she is still willing to take. I don't know how I feel about it. I don't have any reasonable argument to make though against the other medications other than we don't know how it will react with me. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am terrified of the withdrawals that will happen with Seroquel.