i don't know what to do. im an introvert but im tired of being lonely. i have no friends in real life. just here. i have a friend from jersey near me a state away but we haven't hung out in years. and i don't wanna hang out with him cuase he hits on me and it makes me uncomfortable. and im having a hard time making friends on here. and chat room recently sucks. i think people are out to get me and hate me. ive been single for 6 years. and when i do make a friend online , if they leave me i get emotionally messed up over it i have abandonment issues. i live alone since ive been 18 im 26 this month. no one ever comes to visit me no family ever calls me. i could die in here and nobody would even know for weeks. and my mood is up and down everyday. the only way i stay stable is cuase i workout everyday.