I was diagnosed with major depression many years ago. I take meds and mostly they seem to keep me 'normal'. My meds have never been changed, other than dosage. I've had times of deeper depression here and there. However, lately I feel like I'm in a terrible cycle. Some days I'm in so much pain and crying for no reason. For the 1st time in my life, I called a crisis line. Then other days this mood passes and I feel on top of the world. Happy and laughing - although this is quite rare. Most days I just 'am'... With no happiness and no real sadness or pain. I am going through a difficult time in my life, but I'm wondering if my depression isn't just 'major' anymore? I'm not sure what to think. Neither my dr or T has suggested this. My next appt isn't for a while. Wondering anyone's thoughts.