Its been an year since my last hypo episode. An extremely drudgerous year. The first 6 months were pure **** but for the past 6 months I haven’t really been majorly depressed. I’m just stuck in limbo.

I can’t seem to really enjoy or appreciate anything anymore. I just want to know how the rest of u bp2 people cope without the hypomania. Once uv experienced life wearing the hypo goggles how do u go back to the normal.

My self confidence , enthusiasm , optimism , has all plummeted like a stock market crash. Iv become hugely anti social , the rare occasions that I do go out I need to get hammered to fight the social anxiety.

Wish the pharma companies would do more r&d into making drugs that keep you partially hypo. They are just concerned with keeping u straight jacketed , ensuring your yet another drone contributing to society in the so called productive way.

A hypomanic brain could do wonders. I hope I have another episode soon coz life just sucks right now.