I never knew I a response sorry about that. Yes, I have and finally went in depth with him more that's when I broke down. I told him I felt like it's my fault for allowing it to happen at age 13 and continuing till I was 18. I felt like it's my fault for not knowing what to do in the bedroom at my age 29 and should be sexually experienced.

The pain has been lessening and don't have that burning feeling when he pulls out. The pain is still there as I have been working on tampon exercises made up to regulars making an effort for the pain to lessen more and more. We had been having deep, passionate love making recently and it's been very erotic especially using sexy music.