Hello guys.

Its been awhile since ive thought of my experiences, but I did and it prompted me to do a search that led me here. So I shall share, as many of you have. Its nice to be able to say am not alone.

Started for me when I was 5 while laying on a bed, staring up at a ceiling fan, in a white room. I went into so form of a trance, and the movement of the ceiling fan seemed to slow down almost completely and then speed up again really fast, and then it would slow down again, over and over for as long as I can remember.... And then there was what sounded like an audible snap inside my head, or just behind the back of my head, and then I was instantly surrounded by what seemed like 10,000 voices in various different languages, emotions, and temperaments that were all trying to speak to me at once. It was the first and only time that I experienced that kinda of phenomenon, lol at least as far as the voices went.

From the point on, off and on until the age of 22, mostly when I remembered the feeling associated with the "movement" of time, I would be thrust into moments that would seem as though the "FAST FORWARD" button had been pressed on life, by like anywhere from 3-5x the normal speed. Everything would happen as normal and I would interact as normal, but while simultaneously maintaining a sort of 3rd person perspective on the entire moment. The time frames varied widely from a few secs, to maybe a few hours.

As for the feeling of thiness/bloatedness, I used get them as well as a child. I had a toy that made me feel this way each time I used it. It was one of those little sit and spin things. lol The feelings of expansiveness and contraction, where everything feels so close, and yet so far away, I have also felt and could at one time summon whenever I laid down to goto sleep. Its a wondrous feeling when it seems as though the wall is right next to you and yet your feet seem like they are yard and yards away. For me it felt as if it was a weird sense of gravity, and that by shifting my sense I could shift the feeling of distance between myself and nearby objects or body parts lol

Anyways... Thats been my experience. I look forward to learning more about these kinds of experiences. For me one of my ultimate dreams is to be able to truly understand my ability to perceive time... lol and maybe even tweak that perception a lil. I mean seriously.... Who wouldn't want to speed through a BS day at work? Or consciously suck every micro sec out of a beautiful moment? LoL Fantasys... But good 1s.

Hope you all find what your looking for.

Mr. Thrasher