You are not alone. Sometimes there is a point where the meds keep you stable but that's about it. Therapy takes time and progress isn't always obvious. Being stuck happens and it is horrible when it does. Venting and rambling sometimes help, and there is always someone here to listen. Try to be kind to yourself or at least not beat yourself up too much. You are doing an amazing job and hopefully, your hard work will pay off and you'll start feeling better soon.