ok so far. got an email from the pastor at the church we used to go to saying they are praying for me and inviting us to come back etc etc. it messed with my head a bit, i have been doing so great not obsessing about the religion thing that i don't want to get sucked back into that now. i'm trying really hard to not get pulled back in. coming on here helps me stay grounded. thank you so much for that. i know she means well but it's like a major trigger for me for some reason, weird.