I have just been shopping for a new T, and I identify with you not wishing to do this, I was impatient to re-start therapy, and found the shopping hard. I saw one T, didn't feel she was right for me, came out of the appoinmtent and straight away called another and made an appointment, but she couldn't see me for two weeks, it was hard having to wait. That T was the 6th one I have tried in the last year. However, within about 20 minutes of being in the room with her when my appoinmtent finally came round, I had the great feeling that I have finally found the T for me. I know other posters have urged you to give this one a go, but I'm thinking the opposite. Maybe you should trust your judgement? On this website there is a questionnaire somewhere about good therapy and it says that one of the predictors of successful therapy is that the relationship felt right from the start.