I can't even do boost once a day, I've tried.

The ED program decided I was too much of a medical risk and dropped me like a hot rock. They advised that I follow up with the day program that I was referred to at the beginning of March, and immediately discharged me. So I called the other program and they said they had no record of me, no referral. Now, I was at my psychiatrist's office the day before, and I saw the referral and the fax confirmation with my own eyes.

And my psychiatrist won't answer my calls so I don't know what's going on, whether I have to start again at the bottom of the waiting list, etc. I'm really losing hope. What the hell is the point?

The ONE THING I was afraid of that I told the ED program in my city was that I'd be left hanging with no treatment. They PROMISED that wouldn't happen. And now it's happening.