Thanks for your comments... I just don't understand what's happening to me. Sometimes I feel like I'm not in control of myself. My moods go from great, getting a lot done and being a good mood, to horrible, having thoughts of death, trouble getting out of bed, etc... I just feel lost. My pdoc wants me to take lithium, but I'm scared. Am I bipolar? Other than the time in which I went on a rant, I don't think I've been hypomanic...